Becoming a Lab Scientist

As I reflect my day, I seem to realize I don’t finish projects to completion. I stop playing this game called Dragon Quest 11. I have made a considerable amount of progress to the game but I am unable to finish it. I am painting a landscape art through an app Procreate but I am still halfway through finishing it. There are many video games I have played but they ended up incomplete. The idea that I am never going to get better at my job makes me feel like I should stop. Thoughts creeping in telling me “I am average” and “this is pointless” and the never ending discouragement just degrades me to shy away from the things that I love doing. This problem seems like a reality check to me as the school semester draws in closer. Committing myself to studying is a battle I am going face soon. I need courage and confidence in my studying if I want to pass my exams and even aim for a higher grade. I know I am not alone in this that everyone has their mental battles in their lives. I want to share my anxieties and see if anyone has the same problems committing to relationships, work, jobs or other projects. Commitment is a skill that everyone should build up to grow themselves. It is not to be taken for granted. Anyone who commits should be respected for their effort, determination and dedication as they take their passion to the next level.